math, science, computers

I am trying to learn some math and computers right now - that's a long story why - and my brain is hurting from that information. It just doesn't make sense.

That's why people don't like to study it. The more alive you are, the less you can do something like that. It has no meaning. It has no feeling, nothing Higher in it. It is just a bunch of numbers and words that are completely senseless.

It is just using my head and nothing else. The rest of me is simply Hurting from being ignored.

True Math and Science is something completely different.